You’re so beautiful

Empathy,
Compassion,
Understanding,
Sighing blind.
Too many tears
Less too many smiles.

You scare me,
Don’t touch me.
But you’re a temptation,
Difficult to resist,
But in an instant
You have me.

Again.

You are me,
And you are not me.
I love you,
And I don’t.
I am with you
But not.

Contradiction
Paradox
Mayhem
Chaotic sublime.
Will you never
Be, just mine.